1020pm

mi: okay, we'll talk later na lang.
yo: oh why? where are you?
mi: i'm home na from work.
yo: ah okay... mag sleep ka na lang muna.
mi: SLEEP?! maaga paa!
yo: anong maaga! 9 na!
mi: noooo! 10:20pm!
yo: tingnan mo 10 na you can sleep!
mi: nooo! it's too early!
yo: *laugh* ocge na nga!
mi: uy later haaa? go ol earlier!
yo: yes, i will.

When I got home, I received a message from Yolec saying that he wanted us to talk tomorrow morning (or tonight for him) since he has to go to an exhibit later today in the Philippines. I called him up to clarify if it is happening and if ever, he should go online earlier than the usual because I have VO in the morning. Glad that he said he will and I am happy that we're doing good right now. 

Few days ago, I thought about our situation and the things that I've been complaining about. I came to a decision to just accept the things that I dislike because if I push it, I might lose him and his family's boto! haha As much as I would like us to control our relationship, I cannot because we're not married and his family still has the first say for everything! I do not want to be the girl that his family dislike! 

When things don't go the right way, it probably means that there's something better to come, and we/I just have to wait. 

Right? :)

3rd week of March

24.03.2012
Coffee date at Mink's. I didn't know they serve a fancy desert thing there! I want to go back! :)

After Mink's, we decided to watch Hunger Games at Metrotown.

❦

25.03.2012

The girls and I decided to have dinner at the Wings, but we ended up chilling at the Cumpari's patio - eating our delish gelato ice cream.

We had our dinner at Insadong Korean Bbq restaurant and stayed a little while at Borandsi Cafe before heading home.

I need more of this in my life. Thank God for these two lovely ladies who shares the same taste buds and the love for the cheap and delicious food! :*

Don't look back

"the more you try to go back to your past, the more you will never be happy/like the present.", mama.

staying strong

"3 months na lang eh!"
"I want to be with you! I want to hug you, kiss you, and just...", he said and paused. Tears started running down his face, and I couldn't help but feel hopeless that I cannot do anything to make him feel better.

I thought I can be positive about it, but no. Called him up once I got home because I wanted to feel closer even if he's so far away. While I was talking to him, I felt like the need of having a boyfriend in the same place as me. I wanted him to cuddle me while I tell him everything that happened at work, I wanted to feel those endless kiss, and I wanted him to just stay by my side. But of course, all those are impossible to work. And, once again, I have to hold everything together and be stronger.

These are the nights when I need my boyfriend. If only I can have one day... one day of of his presence, one day to spend time with him. I really need it, papa God. :(

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summer plans

add me in path! :)

Like what I said up there, I am slowly accepting that I may not spend my summer in the Philippines because of our permit rules. It's sad and it makes me upset whenever I think about it, but this doesn't stop me of keeping my hopes high and believe that there's always a time for everything. I know God has His own plans and maybe this isn't my time yet. Maybe there are things that needs to be done before I leave. 

I am still hoping for a chance this time of the year though! 

 - - - 

On the other hand, there are a lot of things that I've been thinking to do and buy this summer! 

To do:

• take summer dance class

• attend more yfc meetings

• go to gym regularly

• practice my design and photography skills

• look for a new job 

• chill at the beach with friends

• night outs 

To buy:

• iPhone

• Dr. Martens

• Jeffrey Campbell wedges

Oh my! Oh my! Who wouldn't want these for summer?! *dyinngg*

Hi! Hi!

Just when I thought that I would stick with my tumblr instead, I again decided to make another personal blog because entries from tumblr are sometimes too hard to not reblog. As much as possible, I try not to reblog everything, but sometimes I still have a hard time finding my old posts because I forgot my tags. So here's a new site, a much more personal site from me. I don't expect you to link this page up because I might change my mind later, but I will try my best  to stick on one or two url only. For now please do keep this site and my tumblr for my daily updates!

Deal? Deal!