you don't know...

On my way home from metro, I was listening to the radio and this song was playing...

Hey ole Friend, thanks for callin'
It's good to know somebody cares
Yeah s/he's gone, but I don't feel like talkin'
It might be just too much to bear
To hear somebody say it stops hurting
Or to hear somebody say s/he ain't worth it
You don't know her/him like I do
You'll never understand
You don't know what we've been through
That girl/boy's my best friend

I couldn't help it! It was as if my story or should I say what I have been feeling these days was laid out! Sigh... I'm sorry you guys I really do try my very best to be strong and all, but sometimes I just can't. I know that no one is stopping me to be sad, but everybody (even myself) seem to disagree so I wouldn't fall back and be stuck again.

Sigh.

I really miss him. I miss talking to him about my days, my new hobbies, new friends I met, my achievements, seeing him laugh, him being thoughtful...

Oh boy, this won't really help me, won't it? 

Sorry...

Anyway, if ever you are reading this... well, I just want to say that I miss you...

x,

me

Frustrated Morning

Won't go into the details, but I am hoping for the rest of the day. I just have to let go, move on, and welcome the beautiful weather of Vancouver!

☀ ☺ ♡

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Surprise! Surprise! Just when I was feeling down, somebody messaged me on facebook telling me he "MiMiss" mee! :) 

Nakakamiss na ang mga friendship! I am still crossing my fingers for my trip this year! Kahit maextend basta same year! 

/I thought I will blog more but I think I will leave this for now. I will save the other entries for later! I gotta run some errands before my night shift tonight! Chao!

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P.S. Changed my url into porcelain-star.blogspot.com! I finally was able to put some thought on this! :)