morning greetings

little things like this can make your day extra sweet!

One more chance

after the four days of extreme roller coaster ride, i am glad that things are okay now and that i can breath and sleep better na rin.

what happened was something that i am not proud of, but i definitely learned my lesson. nadala na ika nga – nadala sa mga pangyayari. and, even though i posted on my twitter and on my statuses that "the only way to forget is to accept and move on", i cannot hide the fact that i am still ashamed with my actions. i feel like i cannot face his friends who knew about it. i feel like my image was damaged... well i bet it really did.

i'm only human, and i make mistakes too. 

god knows how much i love him, how much i care. god knows that i think about him every single day, every minute of every second. god knows all plans with him. and, god knows that even with His ways of distractions or phases, it/they can never make me love him any less. 

i am so thankful that god and yo gave me another chance. another chance to be better, to be more responsible and to be more aware with my actions. another chance to show him how important he is to me and how much i value him.

"i would rather lose my vices than to lose him"

i cannot see my life without him – not that i'm dependant, but he's my everything. it hurts to even hear or read whenever he says that maybe our relationship won't really work out or maybe there's someone better... or whatnot. for me (even if i am trying not to fully force myself to think like this but i think), he's the one. he's one of a kind! especially with the generation that we live in, i think it's hard to find someone like him. and, plus we connect in so many ways! good or bad!

... so, for this second chance, i will stay away from my vices and will always keep in mind what i have, who i have, and my limitations.

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even though i still feel like it's not the right time to show how much i care, i still made this because after all that happened it made me realized that he's someone very special to me. 

forgetting and accepting my fault(s) will be a long process to fully move on, but i am wishing for the best that everything will go back to the way it was before or even better.

*cross fingers*

Call It What You Want

Foster The People | Kimbra | Mayer Hawthorne

My siblings and I went to Foster the People's concert last week. At first I was very hesitant to go because the only familiar song I know from FTP was Pumped Up Kicks. I even remember lying to my sister about me knowing FTP very well and that I listen to their songs when I really don't. But for some reason, I thought it would be a good opportunity to go out, listen to new music, and have a day with my siblings again.

Sea of People

Pixelated Whale Sculpture

this is my favourite instax mini shot so far ❤
i love how the colours and the position of the whale was just perfect! 
don't you think so? :) (Taken with Instagram)

girls + boyfriend

Even if I'm not there, I am so glad that two of my closest friends have met and seen Yolec. Thank you for taking your time, Jhanina and Loize! haha I'm sure kahit di ko naman sabihin, this is probably one of the things that you both want to happen: meet Yolec! haha Next time tayo na lahat magkakasama!

And, finally, Jan have met Yolec na rin! Jan is an alumni of CSB as well and graduated just a term before Yolec lang! :) Jan is Loize's boyfriend. Ang small ng world namin ni Loize! <3

Holy Week

Long over due post because I wasn't able to find a time to sit down and type what I did during Holy Week, but here you go!

My family except my brother went up to Whistler to check out the weather. Actually scratch that. I don't really know why, but I think my parents wanted us to go somewhere since everyone had a long weekend so we might as well just do something different, right?

Our plan was to go on a mountain trailing, but that changed when we stopped over in Downtown Sqaumish to eat brunch at this All Day Breakfast Diner which by the way, they do serve pretty good food! After eating, we checked out the stores around and there we found a couple of thrift stores. We didn't buy anything though, but that's when we decided to go thrifting instead of trailing!

We walked around Whistler Village after and what got me surprise though was the weather! Before we left the house, mother told us to wear extra warm clothes and bring winter jackets because the mountains here in Vancouver still have snow. When we got there it was HOT! It felt like summer here in Vancouver! We totally misjudge the weather in Whistler! Loved the weather and temperature that day. If only I wore a summer attire, I would have at least enjoyed a mini summer gate away in Whistler.

Speaking of Whistler, I swear my eyes were all heartsy-fartsy under my sunnies! Damn, boys & men, you guys are very attractivee! Sorry boyfriend, I can't help myself sometimes! Teeheee~

Anyway, our last stop was to check out the nearest Re-Use-It Centre (thrift store). Just before I thought that I will be leaving with an empty hand, I found two scarves for $1 each and a $2 hardcase book of The Secret! You wouldn't believe how much the books were! They were like less than 5 bucks, I think? And, just so you know, the book looks perfectly fine! Parang isang gamitan lang, then no more! I want that kind of thrifting!

So that's it! That's just what we did last weekend.

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3rd week of March

24.03.2012
Coffee date at Mink's. I didn't know they serve a fancy desert thing there! I want to go back! :)

After Mink's, we decided to watch Hunger Games at Metrotown.

❦

25.03.2012

The girls and I decided to have dinner at the Wings, but we ended up chilling at the Cumpari's patio - eating our delish gelato ice cream.

We had our dinner at Insadong Korean Bbq restaurant and stayed a little while at Borandsi Cafe before heading home.

I need more of this in my life. Thank God for these two lovely ladies who shares the same taste buds and the love for the cheap and delicious food! :*