Pixelated

Intro: "Why is she so far away? That was the question that I asked God every night. Some would say, "distance makes the heart grow fonder", but I knew that it wasn't always the case. And there were nights when I wondered, why you? There's over 6 billion people in the world and love chose us. This album is dedicated to the woman who waits faithfully for the man she loves. It's dedicated to the man who holds his woman in his heart, until he can hold her in his arms. It's dedicated to the people who know a good thing when they see it. This a tribute to the patient. This is the Pixelated EP."

Catch me I'm falling... NAT

*fb chat*
yo: how are you?
mi: not that good. i can't really walk. ;( alam mo yung zipline?
yo: ohhh! kaya pala! kaya ka napagod kasi nakasabit ka! :D
mi: no, i fell from the zip line... sa beach... sa may shore and i fell on my right foot
yo: halaaa why????

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*skype*
yo: BAT KA NAHULOG?!?!
mi: my hands slipped and i panic so bumitaw ako...
yo: you know why you fell from the zipline?!
mi: why?
yo: because i was meant to catch you! *sobrang saya niya*
mi: catch me?! eh na aksidente nga ako eh it means you weren't there!!! ;(

Haha I'm such a lambing-ruiner talaga! =))

after a few minutes, he decided to serenade me. ahh! my heart jumped for joy! =))

morning greetings

little things like this can make your day extra sweet!

One more chance

after the four days of extreme roller coaster ride, i am glad that things are okay now and that i can breath and sleep better na rin.

what happened was something that i am not proud of, but i definitely learned my lesson. nadala na ika nga – nadala sa mga pangyayari. and, even though i posted on my twitter and on my statuses that "the only way to forget is to accept and move on", i cannot hide the fact that i am still ashamed with my actions. i feel like i cannot face his friends who knew about it. i feel like my image was damaged... well i bet it really did.

i'm only human, and i make mistakes too. 

god knows how much i love him, how much i care. god knows that i think about him every single day, every minute of every second. god knows all plans with him. and, god knows that even with His ways of distractions or phases, it/they can never make me love him any less. 

i am so thankful that god and yo gave me another chance. another chance to be better, to be more responsible and to be more aware with my actions. another chance to show him how important he is to me and how much i value him.

"i would rather lose my vices than to lose him"

i cannot see my life without him – not that i'm dependant, but he's my everything. it hurts to even hear or read whenever he says that maybe our relationship won't really work out or maybe there's someone better... or whatnot. for me (even if i am trying not to fully force myself to think like this but i think), he's the one. he's one of a kind! especially with the generation that we live in, i think it's hard to find someone like him. and, plus we connect in so many ways! good or bad!

... so, for this second chance, i will stay away from my vices and will always keep in mind what i have, who i have, and my limitations.

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even though i still feel like it's not the right time to show how much i care, i still made this because after all that happened it made me realized that he's someone very special to me. 

forgetting and accepting my fault(s) will be a long process to fully move on, but i am wishing for the best that everything will go back to the way it was before or even better.

*cross fingers*

When there is love there is no distance

Before the clock turns 12 and becomes July 6th, I would just like to greet my boypren a Happy 43rd!

(This image up here was a compilation of iMessage conversations and our one 

and only letter size photo together.)

Love, Mimi

My very own singer ♥

"Sensya na sa boses… intended for my girlfriend to hear the song.. this soundcloud account is for her… serves as podcast and me singing songs to her. :)"

Oh wow! I just read his description! <3 Aww, ang swerte ko talaga! ;>
Here’s to his first cover, Huwag Na Lang Kaya by Truefath. Ganda talaga ng boses niya! Kinikilig ako! ;))
I remember the first time I heard him sing was when he was recording a riddle song for a project and they used my laptop to record it. It made me extremely happy and I was getting all kilig behind Mon’s back. Teehee!

My First Love

I am truly blessed to have this person in my life. Even if our relationship is always like a roller coaster because of our situation (distance), you can always feel that everything will be worth it in the end.

It's amazing to feel that there is somebody out there who loves you for who you are. This might sound crazy or unusual, but it's amazing to feel how genuine their feelings are for you. It's crazy! It's like those feelings you get of "undying/unconditional love" in the movies, but this time, it's in real life. What is greater is that this is one of God's greatest gifts! So I gotta appreciate and make alaga. <3

And that is why I am very thankful that I found one of the sweetest, loving, and caring boyfriend out here. It might be a crazy rocky ride right now, but I know that someday we will have a great smooth life waiting for us.

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Anyway, to sum up my feelings right now, here's a song that I can totally relate right now.

My First Love by Tynisha Keli

mi: i miss you
yo: i miss you too sweeeeeety :*
mi: why u sweet / lol / wag ka na pumasok

yo: awww bu i need to work eh. bu wait bihis lang me

I know that at any point of any fights, feelings fading away, or any other things that can make two people have misunderstandings, I know that these two people will make up and miss one another. Just like me!

I thought it will take me a week at least, but no! Forever weak when it comes to Yolec! Haha

The beautiful day made me misses you too

As I stare the bright shiny day outside my window, I couldn't help but wish that you live in the same place as I do. Vancouver to be exact! I don't mind if you live in another city because for sure we can always meet halfway like we used to remember?

I wish I can spend this time with you as well. Probably a long walk along Stanley Park would be a good idea? Seeing us all dressed up in Summer clothes, walking hand in hand, and maybe sipping iced lemon tea from Starbucks? Ah! For a second there I felt a pinch in my heart. I never knew a beautiful day would make me sad a little here.

There'll probably be a hundred more days that I'll feel this way, but I won't let it happen. I think it's enough that I know there's somebody out there who loves me and who's waiting for me on the other side of the world. It gives a pretty good feeling too that you're not alone! Ehee.

Anyway, I'm just missing you, love.

We will have our own days together. I promise.
x

Happy Monthsary!

been re-using super old pictures of uss! i need new oness!

Before the day ends, I would just like to greet us a Happy Monthsary! Yesterday, I was thinking about our journey together like how and when it started. And, man our journey is like a roller coaster! Sometimes I couldn't imagine how we were able to survive and still surviving all these times. Although our situation's different, I am still one lucky girl to have you as my boyfriend.

Hang on there, love! We will be together in each other's arms soon enough before we know it!

05.12.08