you don't know...

On my way home from metro, I was listening to the radio and this song was playing...

Hey ole Friend, thanks for callin'
It's good to know somebody cares
Yeah s/he's gone, but I don't feel like talkin'
It might be just too much to bear
To hear somebody say it stops hurting
Or to hear somebody say s/he ain't worth it
You don't know her/him like I do
You'll never understand
You don't know what we've been through
That girl/boy's my best friend

I couldn't help it! It was as if my story or should I say what I have been feeling these days was laid out! Sigh... I'm sorry you guys I really do try my very best to be strong and all, but sometimes I just can't. I know that no one is stopping me to be sad, but everybody (even myself) seem to disagree so I wouldn't fall back and be stuck again.

Sigh.

I really miss him. I miss talking to him about my days, my new hobbies, new friends I met, my achievements, seeing him laugh, him being thoughtful...

Oh boy, this won't really help me, won't it? 

Sorry...

Anyway, if ever you are reading this... well, I just want to say that I miss you...

x,

me