staying strong

"3 months na lang eh!"
"I want to be with you! I want to hug you, kiss you, and just...", he said and paused. Tears started running down his face, and I couldn't help but feel hopeless that I cannot do anything to make him feel better.

I thought I can be positive about it, but no. Called him up once I got home because I wanted to feel closer even if he's so far away. While I was talking to him, I felt like the need of having a boyfriend in the same place as me. I wanted him to cuddle me while I tell him everything that happened at work, I wanted to feel those endless kiss, and I wanted him to just stay by my side. But of course, all those are impossible to work. And, once again, I have to hold everything together and be stronger.

These are the nights when I need my boyfriend. If only I can have one day... one day of of his presence, one day to spend time with him. I really need it, papa God. :(

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