I realized that a lot of people go through life in a harder way when they have memories at a certain place that they used to go or something, but for me, it's my laptop! My phone, my iTouch, my social networks! Ugh! It's so sad because I use these things everyday and it doesn't really help you know?!
My heart still breaks and I'm not gonna lie. I still get upset, cry, or think that I will never move on and be happy again. Pero sabi nga ng friend ko, to be able to get through this is NOT by ignoring your feelings but to embrace it. It might be a tough thing to do but I guess things will just follow as you see yourself embracing the facts, letting go of everything, and start welcoming all the new things in your life. Alam ko naman na I will be okay someday... that I will no longer think about the past, and I will be happy and free like a bird!
Ugh! I just wish that sometimes he wouldn't have to be so cold, you know? We didn't even end the relationship in a bad way.... meh whatevs! WHATEVER! HAHA
*FROM NOW ON - after this post NO MORE! ENOUGH! I have to set myself free and be happy for myself. I will focus on the things that I love to do and the people who were there from the start... and of course the new people that I will meet!
Like I said before, IF it's God's will for us to meet in the future, then it is God's will! I will no longer think about these things. Si God na bahala dito. For sure He knows what He's doing kaya ngyayari itong mga ito, right? :)
Don't lose hope, Camille. You'll be okay real soon! :)
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