Don't do to others what you don't want others do to you

i am very disappointed with myself. there was no reason for me to do such thing and absolutely no reason for me to hurt somebody. i was aware. i had a choice, but i let it happen. why? i don't exactly know. it happened too fast... which i still think that it is not enough to to defend myself because it was wrong. i was wrong. how can i be so stupid? how can i just let myself do this? fuck!

i would like to say sorry and ask for an apology but sorry is not enough. and, i know that accepting an apology from somebody you have hurt you is a long process to fully forget and move on.

shit, camille! what were you thinking?! tanga mo lang. nadala sa emotion? nadala sa 'i feel bad'?

:( i know you are very disappointed in me. i know that it's not very easy to forget and i understand, but i am really, really, really sorry and i wish someday you'll be able to forgive me. i love you, but if you feel like i've hurt you too much and doesn't want this anymore, i'd understand.

I'm Sorry.